Duriretlan's Xanga

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 07:19:28 GMT

Chapter 1: The Basics
Todays Date: June 3.
Mood: Sick
Music: Johann Strauss
Location: Perth.
Nationality: Residential: Australian. By blood: Mostly Irish
Race: White.
Spoken languages: English & Japanese. I want to learn Mandarin, Korean, French and more Japanese.
Date of Birth: September 24.
First name: Katie.
Middle name: Anne-Marie.

Chapter 2: Personal Appearance
How would you personally describe yourself, without using any labels? Decadent
If you HAD to fit into any stereotype, what would it be? Lolita? Is Lolita a stereotype?
What kind of clothes fill your wardrobe? Ugly, skanky ones. I'm aiming for a lolita wardrobe
How many pairs of trousers (pants) do you own? 7+
How many skirts? 10 maybe?
How many tops? Too many.
How many coats? None ;_;
How many jackets? 5-ish.
What is your most unusual item of clothing? It looks like a maid outfit, though it actually isn't. I love it.
The most expensive item? I've spend $100 on pieces before, but I spent a lot on sneakers in the past... $160+
What colours suit you most? I really wouldn't have a clue. I'm not that way inclined.
Do people judge you by the clothes you wear? Apparently. Though, usually only when I'm wearing something they can label. Lately it's cut down since I wear either normal clothes or things they can't place.
Do you feel you are ever labelled unfairly? All the time. ^^;
Do you think fashion followers are simply sheep with no mind of their own? No. Not unless they wear it without liking it. People are allowed to like fashion.
List the contents of your make up bag: Liquid eyeliner, pencil eyeliner, foundation, rarely used lipgloss, lip balm, nail crap. I rarely use any of it, really.
Do you think you are naturally pretty/attractive? Depends.. And depends on what I'm going for. If I'm going for elegant, I need eyeliner. If I'm going for cute, no makeup works fine.
Who is the prettiest person you know? Elise. <3
If you could look like any celebrity/famous person, who would it be? Yukari Tamura, minus the big ears XD
If you could steal any wardrobe, whose would it be? Momoko :]
If possible, insert a picture of your favourite clothing?

Do you buy clothes online, or do you prefer to shop for them personally? Well I do/did shop for them personally, but I'd like to shop online. UNTIL I MOVE TO JAPAN AND CAN BUY THEM PERSONALLY OMG.
What kind of jewellery do you wear? I rarely wear jewelry. Usually just a Hello Kitty necklace if I can be arsed, or some rings.
What are you wearing at the moment? my dressing gown
What annoys you the most about your hair? It goes curly/wavy. And it's frizzy and thick.
Does it grow quickly or slowly? Reasonably fast.
What colour is it? Black. Shining kind of brown at the moment though...
What part of your appearance is most complimented? Eyes.
Are you self conscious or confident? Both.
Do you look more like your mum or your dad? Probably Dad.
Would you like to look like either? No.
What colour are your eyes? Blue.
Finally, show us a picture of yourself:

Chapter 3: YOU
What are your good qualities? Silly, hyper.. Hm. Slightly intelligent.
What are your bad qualities? I'm sort of bipolar.
What do you love most in the world? It's a toss up between Ku~chan and Lolita.
What do you hate most in the world? Lonliness..
What are your fears? Lonliness, spiders. OH GOOD LORD I HATE SPIDERS.
What are your hobbies and pastimes? Photography, make up, hair, internet, japanese, music, sewing.
Where are your favourite places? I haven't been to Japan but.. yeah. japan. :P
What is your favourite country? Japan.
When were you born? Some years ago..
What is your name? Katie. I like Kathryn, though.
In what ways are you creative? I'm kind of not.. *sob*

Have you;
Ever written a novel? Tried. Failed.
A Short Story? Yep.
A Poem? Yep.
A Song? Yep. Fail again.
Do you daydream? Yep.
Are you more of a morning or night person? If I'm up early in the morning, I feel a lot nicer than I do at night, but 2 in the morning outside is the nicest time of... day.
What qualities do you look for in a friend? Something significant in common. Flow.
Do you make friends easily? I do, but I'm picky.

Chapter 4: Family
Are your parents together/separated/divorced/remarried? They were never married. And I doubt they were together long before they hooked up and he left her.
If they are divorced, who do you live with? My nana, grandad and uncle.
Do you have brothers/sisters? 2 half brothers on my dad's side.
If so - names/ages: Jarrad/ turned 13 in April, Nathan/ turned 9 in May.
Are you a close/tight family? Not at all.
Who do you get along best with? ... In my family...? :| It used to be my cousin Jesse. Then it was my cousin Tia. Now it's my friends and boyfriend. My mom is pretty cool, I suppose.
Do you have a difficult mother/daughter relationship? Nah, my mom's cool.
Who do you argue with the most? Nana.
Have you ever experienced a death in the family? Not directly, only through a family member's marriage. I wasn't close to them.
Do you see your grandparents regularly? Everyday, unfortunately...
Who are you most like? My nana? I don't know, they're equally as annoying and hypocritical, so I hope none of them.
Who do you take after, your mum or your dad? Dad.
Who do you resemble more? Dad. I said that already.
What do your parents/siblings do for a living? School for the siblings, work for the father, centerlink for the mother, pension for the grandparents, and hell knows what for the stepmother.
Are your parents strict or easygoing? Ehh. Naggy.
How old are your parents? 39-40 (not sure) and 46.

Chapter 6: Personal Beliefs/Opinions
What do you think of religion? Not for me. Christianity is a huge hypocrisy. I know that because I've been brough up catholic, in a catholic school from Pre-K until grade 10. Now that I'm out, I'm happier than ever.
What are your personal beliefs? Something not too far off of Atheism.
What do you think about reincarnation? It's probably the closest thing I am to religion, as I do believe in it.
Do you believe in the supernatural? Yeah.
If so, have you ever seen a ghost or experienced anything otherworldly? Nope. Oh, I did do a dodgey ouija board at school last year. Craig has seen ghosts.. So cool.
Where do you stand on abortion? "It's our right but it's not a form of contraception." - so says the original author of this quiz. I could not have put it better myself.
On President Bush and the war in Iraq? Not so much my view on the war *in Iraq*, but when you think about it, World Peace will never be peaceful. Sure, it looks like it from where we stand now, but if there was no war at all, there would be no peace. It'd just be the way everything is, and that's not peace, that's just life. We need bad to be able to distinguish it from good.
What about 9/11? I never really got into that. I have a faint idea of what happened... so I suppose I don't care much.
Does the idea of satanism scare you? No haha. I used to be sort of try-hard satanic.
What about wicca and witchcraft? It would be fun <3 but I kind of associate it with nudism. That's the internet's fault.
Do you believe in karma? Never thought about it, so not really. Wing it.
What about fate? I've heard "Everything happens for a reason," but I don't know if I believe it. I don't think I like the idea that my life is already set and planned. If people trusted whoever is the maker of fate, some people would find it pathetic to have dreams and try to make them come true. That's stupid. Make your own fate.
Do you believe in heaven and angels? My mother tells me how she saw me with an angel when she almost died. I think that if you don't believe in it, you won't see it. If you have the slightest belief in it though, your mind over matter could cause you to believe.
Are you scared of death? Depends how. Naturally, yes. Murder, to a point.. But death is inevidable and just another step in our soul's immortality.

Chapter 7: Love & Sex
RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a significant other? (If single, skip this section) yes
What is their name? Craig
How old are they? 20
Can you insert a picture or describe their appearance?

How long have you been going out together? 17 months in 6 days.
Is it love? It's more than love..
Can you see yourself marrying them? I can. Last time I took this survey I said no, and that I don't believe in marriage. I know a ring doesn't define the existence of two's bond, but it's a nice touch.
SINGLES
How long have you been single?
Do you prefer it that way?
Are you scared of commitment?
Do you like anyone?
What is your ‘type’ so to speak?
SEX
How comfortable are you filling out these kind of questions? I don't care. People I talk to about it seem more uneasy to hear it than I do to talk about it, usually.
Is it your favourite section? No.. :/
Are you a virgin? No.
If you’re not, was your first time special? Not at all.
If you are, do you feel you are too young, or are you just waiting for the right person?
Do you feel that underage sex is wrong (say, between 14-16)? I was 14. It isn't wrong if you're ready. I don't like it when people generalise EVERYONE and say that everyone who is 14 isn't ready. If they mature physically and mentally that early, good on them. Hell if I know whether I was mature enough, but it didn't exactly have much of an effect on me, so I dunno.

BOLD what you have done, and rate how good it was OR looks - 10 being highest, 1 being lowest.
Sexual Intercourse 6
Receiving Oral
Giving a Blowjob 3
Giving a Handjob 6
Having your nipples stimulated with your partner’s tongue
Dirty talk during sex
Being masturbated. That's a hand job or fingering. 8
Masturbating your partner 6
Sex with the one you love 10
A One Night Stand 3
Anal Sex 5
Sex toys
S&M
Bondage
Sex outdoors 3
Sex in bed 7
The missionary position
Girl on top 7
Ostrich 4
Doggy 8 XD
Threesomes
Orgies
Being pinned down by your partner
Being dominated
Being kissed during sex anywhere between 4 and 8. Mood varies
Being kissed all over
Having sex whilst people watch
Porn 6
Home-made Porn
Being photographed naked
Sex in public
Loud sex lol.. 6 maybe
Rough 6
Hard 6
Gentle 5
Slow 4
Fast 7
Long 6

Chapter 8: Movies
What are your favourite movies? A Walk To Remember, Kamikaze Girls, Silent Hill.
How often do you watch them? Not very.
Do you have a large DVD/Video collection? Like 15 DVDs, tops.
What are your favourite genres? Gory, mystery, comedy, whatever A Walk To Remember is.
What rating do you watch the most? MA Australian ratings, probably R American. That's for the gore/violence, mind you.
Who are your favourite actors? I don't have one..
Who are your favourite actresses? Kyôko Fukada
What is your favourite;
Comedy: Kamikaze Girls
Horror: Interview with the Vampire?
Thriller: I'll say Poltegeist, but I haven't seen it.
Sci Fi: n/a
Action: Battle Royale
Fantasy: Silent Hill?
Epic: n/a
Oldie: Parent Trap
Historical: History is good, anyhow.
Disney: Mulan
True Story: A Walk To Remember happened!
Family: n/a
Romance: A Walk To Remember/Romeo & Juliet
Tragedy: Romeo & Juliet

Chapter 9: TV
How much TV do you watch in a day? Maybe like, one program. On Fridays.
Do you ever procrastinate by watching too much? I used to. Now, no.
Do you watch it to fall asleep? Nope.
What type of TV shows do you watch? Reality and cartoons. How ironic. Sometimes I watch biographies and history, too.
Do you like any soaps? Not a fan.
What are your favourites? My own. I make up soaps to mock all soaps.
What reality shows do you watch? Laguna Beach, America's Next Top Model, and other shows slip my mind. I watch MTV. >_>
What is your favourite cartoon? Toss up between Recess, The Proud Family, Kim Possible and Pokemon. Pokemon is probably up there, though.
Who is your favourite TV actor/actress? N/A
Who are your favourite TV presenters? GRETEL! ..Not. N/A

Chapter 10: Music
On average, how much music do you listen to a day? A lot.
How many Cds do you own? Not many. Most are burnt. If you count the burnt onces, a decent amount.
Are you listening to any music at the moment (like what)? Gwen Stefani.. I really hate Gwen Stefani, but apparently I like her music.
What are your favourite songs? Baby Breath - Yukari Tamura | The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne | Indelible Sin (Kesenai Tsumi) - Nana Kitade
What are your favourite albums? Anything by Avril, Ayumi, Plastic Tree or Baroque.
Who are your favourite artists? Just go <a href="http://last.fm/user/Duriretlan">here</a>.
Who are your favourite groups? See above.
What are your favourite music genres? Jrock, Jpop, Emo, Classical, other Rock, and Pop. I'm not a huge fan of the R&B/Rap/Hip Hop, etc. scene, nor of the metal/hardcore scene, but there will always be exceptions.
What would you personally call ‘your music,’ if you could make up a new genre? Rora
What are your favourite music videos? Girlfriend -Avril
Who are your favourite vocalists? Ryuutaro &hearts;
Who are your favourite musicians? Go to the link up there, damn you.
Who is your favourite guitarist? Hm. hide?
What are your guilty pleasures in music? Jpop. Some R&B.
Can you sing? Yes.
If you were in a band, what position would you take? I'm a vocalist. I'd like to play some guitar and keyboard if chance arose.
What kind of music would you play? Rock of some sort.
What kind of music do you absolutely hate with a passion? Thuggish rap. It's all chauvinistic assholes.

Chapter 11: Food & Drink
What are your favourite;
Meals: Tacos, baby
Lunches: Like sandwich?
Breakfasts: Something other than cereal or toast. So sick of it.
Snacks: I don't LIKE snacks, but I'm always tempted into chocolates.
Desert: Cheesecake.
Ice cream flavour: Chocolate or Vanilla.
Chocolate brand: Nestlé, or "I forget it's name". Brilliant brand that is.
Junk food: Twisties.
Crisp/chip flavour: Original.
Fizzy drink: Never.
Cold drink: Milk.
Hot drink: Hot chocolate or white tea.
Meat: Lamb.
Veggie: Brocoli :P
Fruit: Nectarine
Restaurant: Anything Chinese
Pub/bar: N/A.
How much do you think about food? Not much unless I'm hungry, and apparently I have a very mild case of malnutrition. Self explanitory now...
Are you vegetarian? No wayy. I have enough trouble with stuff to eat without cutting the biggest iron source out of my diet.

Chapter 12: The Internet
What are your favourite websites? Livejournal
Do you have online journals and profile sites (what are they?): Livejournal, xanga, and a whole bunch of other things I've forgotten passwords to or don't update. Unless myspace counts, but I don't journal on myspace.
What is your internet server? Bigpond.
Who are your internet friends? my Niichan and a few other people, like Ali and Jawn, though I don't talk to them much. :(
Have you ever met anybody off the internet? Yep.

Chapter 13: The End
Did you enjoy the survey? It was all right. *yawn*
What chapters do you think we should have included? Cell phone or something... But who's gonna pass that message on to you? Your special xanga prober?
Will you/have you subscribed? No. Wait what? There's a website? Oh well.
Any last words? YEAH, all the bold ones coming up.

Bolding

Seeing a survey with bad spelling and grammar puts me off taking it

Seeing a survey site with a bad LAYOUT puts me off!

I have quite an ethereal sounding voice when I sing

I am wearing mascara at the moment

I want my own pussycat

I always get knots in my hair

Crunchy nut cornflakes - YUM

I have a picture of my boyfriend as a baby

I am very close with my grandmother

My dog died last year

I own a pot of moisture cream

I suck balls

L’Oreal, because I’m worth it

Whoever bolded that, get a life

I disapprove of drinking alcohol

I disapprove of smoking

I’d love to visit the 50’s and hang out with my grandparents

My top is too tight

I’m drinking dr pepper

I have black hair

I call my mum ‘mother’ on a regular basis

She calls me ‘daughter’

My dad is way too sarcastic

My brother makes stupid noises

I love spaniels

The sky is grey and cloudless

I love all things fantasy

I love all things pink and pretty

If anyone calls me emo I smack them around the face, or at least want to

I can play good air guitar, you can’t

Head banging is fucking awesome, watch me go

When I head bang my hair goes everywhere and hits people

My nails are a lethal weapon

When surveys ask for my weight, I want to fucking scream

Sorry I swear too much

I’m more likely to take a survey if its blank first

I adore elephants

I have smoked weed/hash before

My bed is currently unmade

I liked this survey

Survey 1
what are you afraid of?
x: pain
x: disease
x: childbirth
x: putting on weight
x: getting horrendous acne
x: serial killers
x: rapists
x: the supernatural
x: big dogs
x: insects
x: spiders
x: flying
x: heights
x: falling
x: having sex
x: bullies
x: sharks
x: snakes
x: clowns
x: trains
x: failure
x: the future
x: life
x: death
x: depression
x: losing loved ones
x: losing friends
x: water
x: drowning
x: fire
x: guns
x: gangs
x: knives
x: horror movies
x: witches
x: monsters/demons
x: the dark
x: fear itself
x: loneliness
x: birds
x: old houses
x: falling over
x: being embarrassed in public
x: public speaking
x: being cheated on
x: being mugged
x: being too drunk
x: drugs
x: being beaten up
x: terrorist attacks
x: being bombed
x: being kidnapped/abducted
x: being tortured
x: thunderstorms
x: tornados
x: earthquakes
x: volcanos

Survey 2
Firsts
x: barbie doll: Barbie, then Kelly. Ken sucks.
x: instrument: acoustic gee-tar, unless you count my kiddy keyboard I still have.
x: computer: In 2000. It was W95.
x: CD: Aqua: Barbie Girl single.
x: favourite song: Something Spice Girls.
x: party: birthday parties, probably.
x: DVD/video: Karate Kid set.
x: bestfriend: Laura
x: boyfriend: Ben Ryan.
x: kiss: Max.
x: taste of alcohol: Vodka.
x: cigarette: 14. Never again, mind you.
x: teddy bear: When I was born. I still have it.
x: credit card: N/A
x: job: Hungry Jacks
x: pet: Fluffy the cat
x: valentines card: N/A. Nobody I know/am on really good terms with like Val Day...
x: halloween costume: Witch
x: house: My aunt's when I was born. I hated it. I haven't moved out of my nana's yet.
x: car: N/A
x: enemy: Brent, I think

Survey 3
Favourite Music
x: Band/artist one: Hyde
x: How long have you been a fan?: since 8th grade
x: Have you seen them live?: No. Lives hurt my ears.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: Umm... Not in CD format, but almost all of them?
x: What is your favourite?: 666
x: Favourite songs?: Hideaway, Evergreen, Careless Whisper (cover)

x: Band/artist two: Hamasaki Ayumi
x: How long have you been a fan?: a few years
x: Have you seen them live?: Nope.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: 2 or so
x: What is your favourite?: n/a
x: Favourite songs?: Fairyland

x: Band/artist three: Baroque
x: How long have you been a fan?: A year or so
x: Have you seen them live?: No.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: Wosh, 5.
x: What is your favourite?: Free Wheelin.
x: Favourite songs?: Cherry King

x: Band/artist four: Plastic Tree
x: How long have you been a fan?: a year and a half+?
x: Have you seen them live?: Nope.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: 5
x: What is your favourite?: Puppet Show
x: Favourite songs?: Aoi Tori

x: Band/artist five: Malice Mizer
x: How long have you been a fan?: A few more than a few years
x: Have you seen them live?: Nope.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: Maybe 2? I have a lot of random songs.
x: What is your favourite?: N/A
x: Favourite songs?: Beast of Blood

x: Band/artist six: Antique Cafe
x: How long have you been a fan?: Year?
x: Have you seen them live?: Nope.
x: How many albums do you own of theirs?: 2
x: What is your favourite?: Shikisai Moment
x: Favourite songs?: Wagamama Koushinkyou

Survey 4
Horror Movie Bolding
x: hellraiser
x: house on haunted hill
x: dawn of the dead [original]
x: dawn of the dead [remake]
x: may
x: bride of chucky
x: the hole
x: misery
x: heathers
x: gothika
x: frankenstein
x: dead end
x: dark water
x: the skeleton key
x: thirteen ghosts
x: the ring
x: the grudge
x::sleepy hollow
x: from hell
x: white noise
x: jeepers creepers
x: amityville horror [original]
x: the gift
x: stir of echoes
x: cold creek manor
x: the village
x: the haunting
x: the others

Survey 5
Girly Stuff Bolding
I have...
x: over 5 bottles of nail polish
x: deodorant
x: countless bottles of perfume
x: hair straighteners
x: curling tongs
x: hair dryer
x: shampoo
x: conditioner
x: hair spray
x: hair mousse
x: vitamins/medication
x: eyeshadow
x: mascara
x: powder
x: eyeliner
x: foundation
x: blusher
x: hairbrushes
x: a full length mirror
x: a compact mirror
x: dressing table
x: wardrobe/closet
x: eyelash curler
x: tweezers
x: necklaces
x: bracelets
x: earrings
x: rings
x: anklets
x: toerings
x: ipod
x: mp3 player
x: CD walkman
x: mobile phone
x: digital camera
x: video camera
x: many pairs of shoes
x: heels
x: fishnets
x: stripey socks/tights
x: candles
x: incense
x: stuffed toys
x: a watch
x: short skirts
x: a myspace
x: books
x: magazines
x: DVDs
x: credit/debit card
x: lots of friends
x: not many friends
x: a small dog
x: a cat
x: long hair
x: hair dye
x: ribbons
x: alice/hair bands
x: bows
x: lace
x: silk
x: a bathrobe
x: a bandanna

Survey 6
Annoying Celebrities
Who annoys you?:
x: 50 cent
x: eminem
x: fred durst
x: paris hilton
x: nicole richie
x: lindsay lohan
x: hilary duff
x: the olsen twins
x: britney spears
x: kevin federline
x: kelly clarkson
x: simon cowell
x: fall out boy
x: my chemical romance
x: the osbornes
x: the simpsons
x: michael jackson
x: scarlet johanssen
x: good charlotte
x: avril lavigne
x: evanescence
x: nick carter
x: brad pitt
x: jennifer anniston
x: angelina jolie
x: kerry katona
x: daniel radcliffe
x: kanye west
x: p diddy
x: george bush
x: prince charles
x: mischa barton
x: winona ryder
x: liam gallagher
x: jessica alba
x: renee zellweger
x: nicole kidman
x: marilyn manson
x: freddie prince jr
x: emma watson
x: tom cruise
x: osama bin laden
x: mike tyson
x: victoria silverstedt
x: pamela anderson
x: tommy lee
x: hanson
x: barbara streisand
x: celine dion
x: katie holmes
x: steven spielberg
x: drew barrymore
x: justin timberlake
x: cameron diaz
x: christina aguilera
x: missy elliot
x: kellis
x: madonna
x: elton john
x: craig david
x: robbie williams
x: ronan keating
x: geri halliwell
x: uri gellar
x: courtney cox

I want to go to Hollywood
I stay on the phone a lot
I love the internet
I love shopping
The color blue is awesome
My mom is cool
My dad is cool
Your dad is cool
I like old people
I love it when it rains
My favorite animals are monkeys
I’ve had my heart broken
I’m into skater boys
I’m into jocks
I love Degrassi
I can type really fast
I love sunny days, and getting tanned
I’m in love with a stripper
My Chemical Romance sucks
I've had crabs before
I’m on the internet night and dayyyy
I like the color orange
My mom says I’m cool
I watch MTV everyday
My school is filled with preps and posers
One of my friend’s hair is blonde
I watch Veronica Mars
I know I’m a nerd
I have a high IQ
I know some one who has a high IQ
I can sing opera
I hate Oprah Winfrey
I watch Saturday Night Live every weekend
I never get enough sleep
I like listening to the beat of my heart
I always wear my watch
My dog’s name starts with an “L”
I hate science more than you
I was born in the months of Feb-June
I listen to Dean Martin
I’ve seen Forest Gump to many times
My eyes are brown
I’m cross eyed
I’m really dumb, people just don’t know that….
I hate it when white kids say ‘nigga’
I hate it when ^black ^ kids^ say ‘dude’
I hate people with bad teeth
I hate people with blonde hair
I love Bush
I’d die for Jesus
I’d rather be me than you

bold the lyrics that you know what song they're from
01. please don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed -paper heart. - All American Rejects.
02. so long and goodnight - MCR
03. so cut my wrists and black my eyes - Hawthorne Heights.
04. here i am once again torn into pieces - Kelly Clarkson.
05. don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me - Pussycat Dolls.
06. but deep inside the corner of my mind, i'm attached to you
07. how could this happen to me - Simple Plan.
08. i'm sick of being followed - Lindsay Lohan I think?
09. i walk a lonely road the only one that i've ever known -Green Day
10. my weakness is that i care too much - Papa Roach.
11. you're like a sunset to me - Spill Canvas
12. i am beautiful - Christina Aguilera
13. right now i cant control myself i fucking hate you
14. the reason to start over new - Hoobastank.
15. how long til the music drowns you out? - Ashlee Simpson
16. my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me -Dashboard Confessional.
17. those notes you wrote me...i've kept them all
18. look at this photograph everytime i do it makes me laugh - Nickelback.
19. if i gave you the truth would it keep you alive?
20. can you feel your heartbeat racing?
21. dolce & gabbana, fendi and then donna, karen, they be sharin' -Black Eyed Peas.
22. when you left i lost a part of me - Mariah Carey
23. i'm half the man i used to be -Nirvana
24. i'll keep you my dirty little secret -All American Rejects.
25. 2 am and she calls me cause i'm still awake
26. sometimes you wonder if this fight is worth while
27. break my limbs and stretch my skin until my hands can
28. only you can make me feel
29. what goes around comes around what goes up must come down
30. its where she lies, broken inside - Avril Lavigne
31. you can flirt with my best friend, kiss a girl tell my why your laughing
32. i fell in love with a boy
33. i somehow find you and i collide
34. cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do - Life House.
35. you set me free to live my life you became my reason to survive the great divide
36. until the day i die i spill my heart for you - Story of the Year.
37. heaven's not a place that you go when you die its that moment in life when you actually feel alive - Spill Canvus
38. summer has come and passed the innocent can never last - Green Day.
39. i'm begging you, i'm begging you, i'm begging you to be my escape - Relient K.
40. the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt -Taking Back Sunday.
41. love is not like anything especially a fucking knife - The Used.
42. i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real - NIN.
43. can't you help me as i'm startin' to burn too many doses and i'm staring to get an attraction
44. tell me that you're alright yeah everything is alright - Motion City Soundtrack
45. note to self i miss you terribly - From First to Last.
46. so i lay my head back down and i lift my hands and pray - Mandy Moore
47. i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much - Papa Roach
48. are you afraid of being alone cause i am i'm lost without you
49. love love love love love love rhymes with pity now
50. and this is my mixed tape for her it's like i wrote every note with my own fingers

01. I love The Hunchback of Notre Dame.
02. I want to be an artist.
03. I like to wear colors too.
04. I can't speak one proper word of French.
05. I'm more open to people I know through the internet.
06. I love musicals and Broadway-style music.
07. My favorite cheese is mozzarella
08. I have never broken a bone.
09. I've been lied to/hurt/used before.
10. I'm afraid of insects, knives, noises, and death.
11. Shopping frustrates me, unless it's something I really want, and then I get it online
12. I think the world would be a better place if everyone just decided to "be nice to each other"
13. I'm content with my *share* of friends
15. My favourite fruit is peaches
16. I love both summer and winter
17. I love my siblings, all of the time.
18. I'm an art student, and definitely no math-science person
19. Jag talar svenska
20. I love travelling
21. I love music
22. I love chocolate
23. Oscar Wilde is my favorite author
24. I think J.R.R. Tolkien's books are awesome
25. I like scary movies, as long as they're good movies
26. I should get out more.
27. My favorite animal is a squirrel
28. I have two siblings.
29. I have a rabbit
30. I love comics
31. I have no children
32. I have longer hair than most of the guys I know
33. I occasionally watch the Simpsons, but there IS better stuff on TV.
34. I'm planning to travel a lot
35. I wear glasses
36. I've been in Paris
37. My future feels pretty confused
38. I have a CD burner.
39. I think there were more important inventions to be made before the internet could come to life at all.
40. I've been to Austria once
41. I don't want to grow up.
42. I'm single, and pretty content with it
43. I don't know how to ski.
44. I HAVE studied Latin and hope to not study it ever again.
45. I feel alone.
46. I am a person that worries too much, thinking "Hakuna Matata" is impossible for me
47. I have a thick nose
48. I like looking at photography.
49. I have more favourite colours
50. I go to bed too late.
51. I'm a student.
52. The Euro sucks
53. I have made a homepage.
54. I adore rainy days, except when they interfere with my plans.
55. I don't smoke.
56. I have blue eyes.
57. I have too many cousins.
58. I love animated movies
59. I like to try and be helpful.
60. I think people can comfort you even without hugs
61. I love going to concerts.
62. I hate being kissed.
63. I love Italian food
64. I love 80's music
65. I often suffer from headaches.
66. I have a good memory
67. I try not to regret things but fail miserably.
68. I like board games.
69. I still live at home.
70. I think Celtic music is great.
71. I don't care about clothing
72. I prefer nights in than going out clubbing
73. I want to lose some weight
74. I've drank and not with my parents
75. I'm shy around strangers and talkative around friends.
76. I love buying DVDs
77. I live in a semi-big town
78. I enjoy doing this
79. Politics scare me
80. I have a digital camera
81. I wish people would understand me better
82. I hate beer.
83. I hate being called on the phone
84. I was bullied at school
85. Smokers aren't disgusting as long as you keep outta their way
86. I hate my first name and don't mind my last
87. I'm a sucker for sports
88. I have more than one really good friend
89. I like talking about personal stuff
90. I can draw but I wish I could draw better
91. I'm extremely picky when it comes to order and tidiness
92. I can get really weird, giggly moods
93. I am a good liar
94. I wish I could rid the world of ignorance.
95. I'm selfish, but okay.
96. I've never been to the Netherlands, but I'd like to
97. I think seasons are fascinating
98. I wish I was harder-working.
99. I live in an apartment with a living room, two separate rooms, a bathroom and a kitchen
100. I love movies too much.
101. I think you should treat everyone alike, without favoring men OR women
102. I didn't suck at math, but I surely hated the subject!

tata

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:14:40 GMT

I was gonna delete this thing, but I decided I won't incase I needa login to see something. I go to CCS_EP all the time. ^_^

So, GOODBYE XANGA COMMUNITY.

I love you. <3

Hi Duriretlan! It's been 525 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium?

Haha. Yay 525.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 02:48:53 GMT

It's been a while.

sup, livejournal? - I made the Ruki layout, if infact I still have the Ruki layout up when you look. And you better look. n_n

I'm not in a good mood...

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 10:24:48 GMT

This is one of those days where nothing feels better than just CRAWLING INTO BED AND ~~DYING~~ CRYING. I dunno. Nothing is actually going on, but the more I vent about little things the more my brain hurts from stressing over them.

There's something bigger on my mind, but I don't know what it is.

Joshy
Joshy is going to Melbourne to study at this dorm marketing place after he models with ripcurl for a little. He won't have internet or phone access. Bye bye Joshy.. :(

Boyfriend
Craig. We're seeing a movie tomorrow. Cry Wolf. We saw When A Stranger Calls last week. It was shit. <3

School
I actually like school this year so far. A term is better than my usual 2 days of excitement, then after that it starts to die down. That always happened at ECC. 2 days of 'YAY OMG AWAY FROM HOME AND MY EFFING FAMILY' then back to the 'omg that teacher and that bunch of bitches and those cunts shit me so much'.
At NLSC it's better. I'm having one issue at the moment. It's one of those small ones I'm just emphasising for no particular reason other than sudden stress. Wanna hear?
No? Don't read the next part.
[rant/conversation describing the incident]
I say:
During whenever I wasn't there, emo, cara and Sarah decided on their media/radio partners with-out-asking-me-at-alll if I cared that I was stuck with a metal head that I have NO MUSICAL TASTE IN COMMON WITH. Which I did.
Craig says:
who's the metal head? cara? if I understand that correctly...
I say:
Yeah. Plus there is no way I'm working with her anyway, for reasons we've already discussed about Checku Dia and our guitarist.
Craig says:
so Sarah and emo are together then
I say:
yeah
Craig says:
ic ic
Craig says:
isn't there someone else in class you can pick? or all in groups then I suppose.
I say:
The thing I'm pissed off about is the fact that they decided without me & didn't care.
Craig says:
whats the groups for exactly? the whole thing with using the radio?
I say:
on air
Craig says:
Didn't Sarah/ Adam just form their group...and basically Cara was left though?
Craig says:
You have a say too, don't 'worry' too much
I say:
Hell if I know. All I know is that cara said "well I'm not playing Jrock" as if I'm just.. jrock.
I say:
what if I said "well I'M NOT PLAYING METAL"
Craig says:
lol, doesn't matter what she says. It's 50-50 as far as I understand.
I say:
w/e. I'm not going with her.
[/rant/conversation describing the incident]

Annoyed the fuck out of me, specially because I found out just before I boarded the fucking bus to go home. ><

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 00:55:19 GMT

Livejournal

Livejournal sign up

Mine

Eh?

up for requestttt

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 03:52:56 GMT

( these are up on my LJ playlist, available for request to upload. See *HERE* . You do not, I repeat, do NOT need a Livejournal to request, I think~ )

Hyde - Careless Whisper

Luna Sea - Jesus
Luna Sea - Believe
Luna Sea - Rejuvenescence
Luna Sea - Recall
Luna Sea - Anubis
Luna Sea - Lastly
Luna Sea - In My Dream (with shiver)
Luna Sea - Steal
Luna Sea - Lamentable
Luna Sea - Providence
Luna Sea - Stay

Miyavi - Gigpig Boogie
Miyavi - Senor Senora Senorita
Miyavi - We Love You [studio version] (LFX cut /meev singing along with moderator :D)
Miyavi - Are you ready to ROCK? (solo)

The Pillows - Hello, Welcome to Bubbletown's Happy Zoo

Girugameshu - Hakujou no Yubiwa
Girugameshu - Mouja no koushin
Girugameshu - Reality
Girugameshu - Deceived Mad Pain
Girugameshu - Fukai no Yami
Girugameshu - Kyo - HOLLOW -
Girugameshu - Tsume Ato (DEL DOUBLE)
Girugameshu - Q．ØØ
Girugameshu - comment track
Girugameshu - Deki Aware (Re-record version)
Girugameshu - deki aware
Girugameshu - kanaeme yume
Girugameshu - goku
Girugameshu - goku mado
Girugameshu - Fu Junai (L)
Girugameshu - Uso
Girugameshu - Soukon
Girugameshu - Kaisen Sengen
Girugameshu - ikosaki uta

Melt Banana - Contortion Out Of Confusion

L'Arc~en~Ciel - HONEY
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Yukihiroless Version)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Tetsuless Version)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Kenless Version)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready Steady Go (Hydeless Version)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Stay Away (PV)

Gazette - Oni No Tsura
Gazette - Tokyo Shinjuu
Gazette - Beautiful
Gazette - Katherine in the trank
Gazette - Doro Darake no Seishun
Gazette - Zetsu
Gazette - Sugar Pain

Antique Cafe - Uranaishi

Fatima - Love Me

Lee-Hom Wang - This Could Be Love

Plastic Tree - Hello
Plastic Tree - Uwa no Sora
Plastic Tree - Harusaki Sentimental
Plastic Tree - Trance Orange
Plastic Tree - neijimaki neurose
Plastic Tree - Gerbera
Plastic Tree - monophobia
Plastic Tree - Organ (alternative guitar solo version)
Plastic Tree - Petshop
Plastic Tree - Rikashitsu
Plastic Tree - Synthesis

Dollis Marry - Funky Night Honey
Dollis Marry - Mr. Romantic
Dolis Marry - Hajimari no Wakare

12012 - hermit

The Candy Spooky Theatre - Spook House
The Candy Spooky Theatre - Merry Go Round
The Candy Spooky Theatre - Ferris Wheel

lolita 23q - Gokusaishiki KYASSURU
lolita 23q - Usagi Nigeru Hanazono
lolita 23q - tenjou aquarium
lolita 23q - Sui -Suiren- Hasu no Heya

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 10:08:24 GMT

I rarely update this crappy public thing, since there's like, a limited amount of "friends" on protected, whereas there's a whole friends option on Livejournal to use at my leisure. As if I use that much. Meh.

Look at thisss~

From someone on faceparty:
Hey,I'm like looking at this site thinking these girls must be really desperate to look for a guy on the net, then I saw your photo and thought, heres a desperate girl that's actually cute.

So I'll give you a chance to show that your interested in me and worth my time, you can try use some corny pickup line and if its decent I might think you're funny. If it doesnt work out at least we can be friends (unless you're creepy).

Bye
------------------------------------
My response:
I don't go on websites looking for boyfriends. I have a sweet boyfriend, so I am far from desperate. Thanks.

&I'm not interested, simply because you think that every girl on a website is desperate. Sorry. ^^

Bye.

^ .....
Man, I started to write a million things about that, but I'll just shut up.

edit. no no I won't shut up!

My faceparty profile mentions my bf 2 times.

Marital Status

In Relationship

"...my age is anonymous, my name is a secret, my bf ..."

my bf blahh. It says my age is anonymous because I said I'm 19 on that website. I'll stop lying when I turn 16 and am able to actually put my real age on there. :P
Stupid minimum age.

People these days. I swear they're blind.

Although, attention is nice. :D

Kareshi-chan, ne?

http://img.photobuck...reshi/Picture0017.jpg
http://img.photobuck...reshi/Picture0026.jpg
http://img.photobuck...reshi/Picture0027.jpg
15/2/06

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 10:08:12 GMT

Okay, usually I don't put quiz results up here, but I think this is adorable.

You're a caring kisser, you have a gentle
kiss...you and your partner envolved and you
enjoy showing this to the world!

What anime kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 03:38:42 GMT

-Relates and takes a theme from a movie:

"In the film The Matrix, Keanu Reeves is given two choices. He can either take a blue pill and wake up in the morning as if nothing has happened or pop a red pill and enter the unpredictable 'wonderland' of the Matrix. As millions of guys around the world know, Lynx has taken the red pill."

"...It must be working because 8 million guys use a Lynx deodorant each day..."

-nearly half of all Lynx purchases are made by women

"Lynx’s popularity is also due to its cutting edge, award-winning advertisements which so far have nabbed 10 Cannes Lions. Lynx's most recent advertising campaign 'getting dressed' features a chance meeting in a supermarket aisle which leads to much, much more . . . all thanks to Lynx – because you never know when . . ."

^ from
http://www.unilever.co.uk/ourbrands/personalcare/lynx.asp

DID YOU KNOW?

Women follow their nose when searching for a partner. A survey has found that women rate the smell of a man as more important than his looks as it apparently indicates how healthy he is – and therefore how healthy his offspring might be
^ gimmic

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 05:31:46 GMT

Love Hina episodes. most of these are dubbed, btw.
one,
two,
three,
four,
five,
six,
seven,
eight,
nine,
ten,
eleven,
twelve,
thirteen,
fourteen,
fifteen,
sixteen,
seventeen,
eighteen,
nineteen,
twenty.

Other Love Hina stuff
one, two, three, four.